I'm surrounded softly by the beat

So I just got back from the Baumer show at NBT and it was amazing. I dont think anyone forgets their first time at New Brookland, and I hope not, because I dont ever want to forget this. Yes it was my first time there, I guess that's kindof pathetic, but oh well. I had a really great time, and i got to hang out with Courtney and Chris, and meet lots of cool people. And i got to dance and jump around with everyone, and probably make a complete idiot of myself, but I dont really care. Because everybody was just jumping around and having a good time. And I basically cant even think right now, because I havent had enough sleep, or enough coffee to balance out my lack of sleep. And I'm really tired from just dancing and stuff. And its really late and I think Im rambling, but oh well. I think Im going to bed because it's like... 2am, and I need sleep.

Dearest Mother.

Chain me up.
And blindfold me,
And dont let me see the light of day,
And spoon feed me your religion,
And tell me right from wrong.

Because that's going to solve everything.

It's not nearly late enough

for me to be saying that it's too late for me to be awake. It's only 11.45. I desperately need sleep. I dont think anyone has any idea how ready I am for it to be summer. I dont care if that means that I have to stop being a bum and get a job. Hopefully I could get a fun job. Something I would enjoy, somthing to do with music maybe. My plans for this summer are to go to the beach as much as possible, get a job that wont interfere with my sanity, read as much as possible, keep playing my cello and violin and piano all the freaking time, and spend as much time as possible with my friends. I basically can't wait. I'm sooooo excited about this summer, and hopefully I'll get to take a trip to some really cool place in the midst of all of that. This kind of thinking is not helping me concentrate on school.

Not good.

So i just found out that im failing Chemistry with a 63, History with a 66, and i have a 76 in Geometry. So apparently Im not working hard enough. And i have to work my ass off for the rest of the year. Im deffinitely ready for summertime. But Im basically going to be studying for the rest of forever, until I get my grades back up. But on a better note, I dont know if I've mentioned this yet, but I might be auditioning for the Lake Murray Symphony Orchestra soon. Ill play cello, because Bob said they need cellos. But hopefully that will work out for me. I dont really know if Im capable, because they play stuff that the Philharmonic plays, like... really hard music. Im sure I could do it with enough practice.

I had forgotten how vital these kinds of things are to my sanity

I went to see the Lake Murray Symphony Orchestra today with Dr. Moskovitz as the pianist and Dr. Pruitt as the first chair cellist. I don't even know how to describe how amazing the music was. They played Romanian Folk Dances, and Russian Easter Overture, and Dr. Moskovitz played the piano with them for a Liszt Concerto. The whole thing was just refeshing. Backtracking, we had an amazing weekend at Myrtle Beach. We got there Thursday night, and performed Friday morning, so we got that out of the way, and we really just relaxed the rest of the weekend. I got to lay out and read by the pool, and drink an unhealthy amount of coffee, and shop until I felt like my legs were going to give out underneath me. So i guess that makes it a good trip right? I really enjoyed it, a lot. This whole weekend has just been really refreshing, because I love music, and I love the beach, so what better combination could there be? Susan read me some parts of a book by Chuck Klosterman when we were sitting by the pool at the hotel, so I think thats the next book I'm going to read, because it sounded really good, it's one of those books that really makes you think. That's all though, because I have homework that I can't afford to not do.

Yay prom pictures. Just a few though, because im lazy.









And this was after prom...

Yes, we had lots of fun.

So Im really excited about this weekend! Myrtle Beach, and I get to see Andrea and Care and Eish at Broadway at the beach, and Andrea turns 18 Saturday! Ahhhh im so excited.
It is going to be a good weekend.

Deffinitely the most pointless thing ever.

So i was on at the same time yesterday, but i'm not going to stay up all night tonight. I'm on the phone with Eishlay, and we're just talking. Mhmm. so this is pointless basically, but oh well. I started reading "Stoner and Spaz" today, and it's basically amazing. I've been reading a lot lately, like... craving books, which i guess is a good thing. I can't wait until this thursday, we're going to myrtle beach! It's gonna rock. I really wish i was going with Andi and Care and Eish, for Andi's bday, but oh well. I'm glad i'm going to the beach nevertheless.
im in a really good mood.
yay.

Look who got a blog.

So idk what to start this out with. I think this will be good for me though, because its been a while since ive had a blog. Im drinking white chocolate macadamia nut coffee right now, and procrastinating doing my geometry homework, which is pretty pathetic seeing how its like... 1 in the morning. I had fun at prom. Im kindof in a wierd mood right now, and a lot lately actually. Idk though, its hard to explain. I think someone should tell me the name of a book that will change my life, because i need something new to read, and i dont want to read a book that will just waste my time. Any suggestions? Theres a giant flying bug in my kitchen and its kindof freaking me out.
That is all.