meaningless

i really have no reason to be blogging right now. i have nothing interesting to share. im not even sure that anyone other than my wife reads this anymore. but maybe thats all the more reason to blog. monotony can drive a person crazy. so can being alone a lot. i think i'm slowly going crazy. maybe not. maybe i've just been basically disconnected with the outside world for too long. im not really sure of anything anymore. i think too much, analyze too much. i don't know what to do with myself.