Yesterday I asked my mom if when I move out, if I never go back to church, will she regret pushing me to go to church to the point that the thought of it disgusts me.
And she said no. No, she's not going to regret pushing me to go to a church that is so similar to a cult, that it's scary. She's not going to regret forcing this all down my throat. She's not going to regret any of this because she's brainwashed. There are some things going on in that church that I'm not ok with, and if it was up to me right now, I would never go back there. She's brainwashed to the point where she, along with everyone else in that church, thinks that the pastor is a prophet of God. He stops in the middle of sermons, and says things like "oh, thank you lord. the lord just told me..." I'm sorry but the bible says that we aren't supposed to just agree with someone because they teach the bible, we're supposed to question them, and look for answers on our own. But that church has corrupted so many people that when they read the bible, they don't even see it for what it is anymore, they read a verse, and remember what "pastor david" said about that verse. They don't make their own opinions about things, they adopt his. There is something very wrong with that man. I told my mom that I would go to that church every week, twice a week, if she let me leave after worship. Because the worship there is amazing. Everyone sings, and people close their eyes and lift their hands, and during worship is the only time I feel God's presence. After that the pastor goes up and starts talking about how God wants us to give our money so we can receive. It's all about giving so we can get. "I'm going to give $250 to the church today, because I know I need a lot of money next week, and if I give to the church, I'll receive even more." Give, receive. Give, receive. I'm sick of this fucking complicated Christianity and the corrupted views people are teaching about the bible. I refuse to take seriously any preacher who is a self-proclaimed prophet of God.
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2 comments:
I agree with you.
It's better to have a faith rather than a religion. Religion is just too corrupted.
I love you so much right now.
I'm also so glad that you see these things and realized that it's that church and not religions or christianity or faith in general.
I also hope you will go to church after you move out, but a grass roots church like Shack or Hill of The Lord. You are so amazing, and this blog made me really happy. And your mom will eventually see her err.
<3
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