those nasty little family secrets that nobody talks about, are better left alone. i'm sure there's more that i don't know, but i don't want to know. just this is almost too much. i don't plan on telling them that their secrets aren't secret anymore. they don't need to know, and i don't need to talk to them to get any closure. i have all the closure i need regarding this. does the truth really set you free? i don't think so. the truth hurts. it tears you apart, and it stings. some things are better left unsaid, and untouched. i'm not surprised at all, i'm just hurt. i've been in the dark about this ever since it surfaced three years ago. i never asked anyone about it, and it never came up. i just tried to tell myself that she was so drunk that she didn't know what she was talking about. i was drunk too, but i remember. you don't forget something like that very easily, no matter how out of it you are. i thank god i have you two that i can confide in about anything, including this. and i'm glad you're not going to tell them that i know. that will surface in good time. i'm just wondering when, or if, they were planning on telling me about this.
3 comments:
bah. i love you.
im glad we can relate on this subject. im glad im not the only one with a ridiculously controlling and crazy... person.. in my life.
lets live in the treehouse. forever.
you are a beautiful person
:[ I remember talking to you about this.
It's hard, I've been there, I know.
Call me if you need me.
I wanna go to your orchestra concert, what time is it?
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