Monday, October 5, 2009

we've got each other, and that's a lot.

in the past two days my whole life has drastically changed. it's been complete chaos, and it's turning everyone in my family against each other. but it hasn't separated my brother my mom and me. we're alright. or at least we will be. everything is not ok, but it will be eventually. i can't think about that though. i just have to keep reminding myself of my many blessings. 3/4 of my immediate family are hanging in there. my mom is blessed to have the parents she does, and i'm blessed to have them as grandparents.

everything is going to work itself out. it's not going to be pretty, and it's not going to be easy, but change has to happen. all i can do is support my mom in her decisions, and help her the best i can. she's going through more shit right now than i can possibly imagine, but i have faith that she will be a lot happier in the end because of the decisions she's making now.

i don't know that anyone even reads this anymore, but if you happen to be reading this, please keep my family in your prayers. we are all going through a hard time, and dealing with a lot of changes.

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