And I have learned

that even landlocked lovers
yearn for the sea
like navy men.


I just found out today that my grandparents are going back to Israel in April with some people they know, and a few people from a church in Florida. It's going to be a prayer trip, and they're going to specific places around the country to pray, and worship. They told me that there is room for one more person to go, but that the trip costs $3,100. I seriously cried when I heard that. It's been about 4 years since I've been over there, and I want to go back so bad. Not out of selfishness, or even out of excitement to travel. There's no way to explain how much you grow to love that place when you're there, and how you feel a part of you is missing when you come back here. For my whole life, I've never felt God the way I felt him over there. It is unexplainable, and it's something that I miss really bad.
I know that if God wants me to go on this trip, then it's going to happen, and I'm not going to have to pay for any of it. I'm going to start praying about it, that if I'm supposed to go with them, that he would provide the money. Because even if my parents had the money to afford this, it's not something I could ask of them.
The only downside to this, is that I would miss about 2 weeks of school. But I've done it before, and I know that I could keep it from affecting my grades. There's nothing keeping me from going on this trip except money.
Please pray for me. Pray that God will show me what to do.